Friday, March 18, 2005

moved.
decided to create my own blog since im supposed to share this with wendy but she aint blogging.

ask me for the blog add if you want.

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

pictures up (:

www.preciousdelusion.mypicgallery.com

quarrelled with my sister jst now. shoutd at her. im sucha meanie. meaniemeaniemeaniemeanie.
cant stand myself mre nd mre. whad's with my temper. UGH..

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Alicia Keys - Karma

Weren't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore
and how you need the space, and give the keys back to ya door
and how i cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me
and still you said the love the was gone and that i had to leave

now you
talkin bout a family,
now you
sayin i complete ya dream
now you
sayin i'm ya everything
you're confusin me what ya sayin to me
don't play wit me don't play wit me

chorus:
cause what goes around comes around
what goes up must come down
now who's cryin desirin to come back to me
[chorus again]


i remember when i was sittin home alone waitin for you til 3 a clock in the morn2
and when you came home u'd always have some sorry exscuse
and then explain it ta me like i'm just some kind of fool i sacrified the things i want to just to do things for you
and when it's time to do for me
ya never come through

now you
wanna be up under me heeey
now you
have so much ta say to me heey
now you
wanna make time for meee
whatcha doin ta me
ya confusin me
don't play wit me don't play wit me

chorus X2

i remember when i was sittin home alone waitin for you til 3 a clock in the morn
night after night knowin somthin goin on
wasn't long before i be gawa gawa gone
lord know it wasn't e-za believe mey neva thought you'd be the one ta decieve me
ya never do what ya supposed to do
no need to approach me boo cause i'm over you

chorus x3
gotta stop tryin to come back ta me

it's called karma baby and it comes around

i love this song.
not forgetting Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield.

Sigh. having physic and geography test tmrw. test after test.. are they trying to kill us? somemore w the homework time, band and stuffs, how are we going to finish studying two subjects within such short time? okay, i know we can. but im just plain lazy. ugh` however hard it gets, i MUST and NEEDTO get rid of this bad habit :(

anyway, school was alryte the past few days. received the letter frm LOCK&LOCKERS pte lmtd ytd night. so, went to find out where's my locker this afternoon and as expected, it's located near the library. such a bad location for lockers. but still... better than carrying heavy books all around yeah? so glad tht ive finally got my locker. hehe..

sectionals was quite alryte today. got to know who is Shermaine and Cheryl finally. my two sec1 juniors :D and they're like so shyy can. but werent all of us like this bfore? mayb some of us werent. but.. i guess most of us were. hahah...

okay lah,i think i better get back to studying PHYSIC.
nights.


-Lin-

Saturday, February 19, 2005

there's so much locked inside,
waiting to be let out free.
the key is just beside,
but with short hands i cant reach.
tears flow down bit by by,
tryng to release all that's unexpressed
getting lost within myself,
i dont know me anymore.
can no longer understand my spoken words,
those that contradicted my mind completely.

cheerme up someone,
without asking the reason why.

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE DAY. okay, i know it's a lil too late. but, nvm. hahas.. had a great chinese new year in malaysia this year. i jst love the fireworks thr (: so damn nice can? they put all the way from 12am to 3 or 4 am in the morning. how cool is that? so unlike SINGAPORE right? ughh` . haha... valentine day. hmm.. not bad too. flowers are the most beautiful portable living thing on earth (: and it is REAL FUN spending time with teachers in school --" arghh. homework time SUCKS lahh. agree? those who agree pls raise up ure hands! *look around* aiyoh,almost evryone's hands are up. Mrs Ouyang, saw that? homework time are supposed to lighten our workload. but instead, i feel that it add on to it. teachers jst kp using the excuse of homework time to give us more work. hais. im begining to feel STRESS. but i guess it's normal for a sec4 to feel tht. like mdm suriadi had said.

ohyeah, talking about Mdm Suriadi. i really wonder what's the problem with her sometimes. yes, i know she's very concern about us. our studies and all. but.. isnt it a lil too over reacting to want to call parent just because you forgot to bring your book? and it's not like i keep forgetting. it's only the first time can? and somemore i really FINISHED my work lorh. okay lah, not all. mayb just never complete three pages out of thirty three? but tht's cause i duno how to do mah. ugh` but luckily, my parents nvr pick up the phone :x hehehe. or im DEADdeadandmore DEAD. still , i love her as a teacher (x

YawnzZzzz.. im getting really sleepy. but i cant sleep yet. i havent finish the three pages. so tiredd.. hais.
okay lah, i think i better get back to doing. bye ppl!

-LIN-

Monday, February 07, 2005

I SPRAINED MY NECK AGAIN THIS MORNING. UGH.
aint i poor thing? so damn unlucky. sigh.
here goes my NEW YEAR goodies.
all thanks to the chinese doctor.
nd my back still hurts. aftr those bottle sucked me.
sigh.
but..
i feel good in a way :D

-Lin-

Sunday, February 06, 2005

:C help ppl! my eye is swollen now.

was damn scared this morning when i lookd into the mirror. it's like i can hardly open my eyes. straight awy, i ran to the living room and told my sister about it. at first she said 'aiyar, jst swollen eye, nvm one' thn latr she took a close look she also got scared by it. haha.. so funny to see her reaction. but thn, im still damn scared lah, scared i'll go blind or it'll stay swollen forevr. so UGLY can. haha.okay, i admit im vain. but let me ask you, who's not vain? no one right? yah, i know tht's the answer (: back to the point, after examing my eyes, my sister faster ask me go wash up then she bring me to see doctor. hahahs.. so nice yeah? first time she so nice to me leh. hah.. the doctor damn LAME can. the first minute i sat down and told him my eye swollen then he say it's cause i stare at guys too much. ugly guys somemore, tht's why ure eyes cant take the sight of them and end up swollen. --" hahah.. lame lah he. but he very nice and funny. i rmb when i young tht time, whnevr im sick, i'll go to his clinic. everytime he'll give me sweets when i duwan take my medicine one. then got one time i got asthma, he gave me this "sprayer" thn the smell very nice one (x hahahah... then in the end he say "okay lah, it's bcause dirt got into ure eyes then you kept rubbing then the dirt went underneath ure eyeball that's why it's infected now" so scary.. i swore i'll never rub my eyes again. but i doubt i can do tht =x hah.. he gave me the MC for tmr, so, im not going school tmr. hahah.. -evil- wonder will Ms Woon scold me not. im supposed to take her chem test tmr. but whad can i do, go to school and pass evryone the virus? cannot right? hmm.. hopefully she forget evrything :D but i doubt so too :C

on a lighter note, i cant believe CHINESE NEW YEAR is AROUND THE CORNER! in just TWO days! hahaha.. so excited. i want ANGBAOS. nono. i NEED angbaos! MONEYMONEYMONEY. uhhnoo. im becoming a o($_$)o eh, quite cute yeah? hehe.. leavng Singapore on Tue. still havent decide to come back on thurs or fri. Ms woon will kill me if i dont go for her practical on Fri yeah? *TSK* she's so strict. but okay lah, she's quite nice too (x heh..

and yeah, alot of ppl keep askng me who im referng to in my previous post. NO, im not referng to any of YOU who askd me thou' i didnt answer you all except bao and chuey. but now, i think back, i realised tht the person im referring to aint tht bad either. she/he is quite nice anyway. only selfish at times :) but then again, one moment of uglyness, will be remembered forever. hah.. that's so irony. irony. hmmm.. it reminds me of King of the castle. i just cant stand Mrs Kingshaw. whad kind of mother is she? dont even fit to be a mother. aiyoh, why am i so workd up bcause of a storybook character? hahha.. but im sure there'll be mothers who are just like her =/

listening to duan dian now. hah.. it's so sad. makng me feel emo too. hmm.. why ppl like to listening to sad songs when they're moody ah? couldnt figure out why thou i like to do tht too. mayb it can related to our feelngs at tht period of them? haha.. no idea lah. now listening to "i just wanna live". i like that song ;) hehheh..

now i knw, im wrong all the while..
aftr all, it've been so long.
i jst hope tht what ive heard aint true.
i dont believe that's you.
but then again, i guess theyre right.
a leopard will never change its spot.

-Lin-

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

i hate self-centered people.
and that's why i often hate you/yous.
you may think ure actions are reasonable,
but have u ever try putting ureself in other's shoes?
no. all you cared about is U, you and YOURSELF.
as much as you dont want to get into trouble, neither do other people.
as much as you want the best for ureself, same goes for the rest of us.
why is it so hard to give a lil just for the sake of your friend?

i see no point in being nice to such selfcentered people.
i see no point in putting myself in such people's shoes.
not anymore.
so, dont expect me to be nice to you when ure not at all nice.

you'll back get the same treatment you used on others. true? no?
reflect on ure actions.
words need not to be spoken clearly.
it's understood by the heart.

dont ask me who im refering to. if you think it's you, means it's you. if you think it's not you. well, you might be one of 'such' person. if not, sooner or later. but ohwell, i guess a self centered person is too oblivious his/her "uglyness". so no point saying all this. so what you're a wonderful person? so what you showed concern at times? one moment of selfishness will change people's opinion of you. dont you think so? more often than not, humans being are remembered for their faults. not their good. and they often blamed people more than themselves.

take for example. you said your friend changed. and all you do is to blame your friend's other friends and his/her surrounding. why not reflect on your actions and how you treated her? why not think that it's the 'uglyness' of your character that caused your friend to change? People changed easily. but surly, they changed cause there's a need for it. mostly, it's either to "protect" themselves, or to "fit in". think about it. it's true.

im starting to see the bad and dark side of human beings. more and more as each day goes by. i dread growing into an adult now. i cant imagine how evil will the adult world be when even at my age, there're already so many selfish people who wants the best for themselves and cared about nothing else. not even their close friends. i cant say that i think for others in every aspect. but i do repay the person if he/she treat me well. i used to treat everyone nicely regardless how close or how nice is the person to me. but when you're nice, people tend to take advantages of you. people like chiouhuey seldom exist. she too nice to the point that everyone start taking advantages of her. and yet, she doesnt mind even though she complains about it at times. what for? in the end, she'll still lose out. and when a very nice person suddenly become less nice, everyone will start talking about it saying he/she changed. but never did they wonder if it's their actions that caused him/her to changed. agree? not refering to anyone in particular this time. if ure thinking im refering to myself(i bet you are), no, im not refering to myself.

had a long talk with celia today. she also agreed that people changed due to the behaviour of their friends and to protect themselves. everyone sure have their bad points and good points. and for me, i have too many bad points to be listed. selfish, short yet quick tempered, hate to admit that im wrong, unreasonable at times, immature and moree and more and more. so much more. but at least, im optimistic. =D okay, i know it dont link. but nvmm C:

Let me end this post off with by saying i know 8, close to 8.5, people who are like what ive mentioned in the earlier parahgraphs in every 10 people i know. scary aint it?

okay. i decided it's not a good way to end this post.
Let me end it by "Sorry if I've offended you. I didnt mean to."

contradictng ah? hah..
bye.


-Lin-

Monday, January 31, 2005

WOOHOO! hahaha. life's great! im happy HAPPY and more happy for no particular reason C: and i guess it's time i do some update. hehe.

im looking forward to so many things at once noW. like so many things are going to happen. FIRST is CHINESE NEW YEAR! FINALLY man. ive been waitng for this day for A YEAR. so pathetic yeah. heh.. bt :( i think i wont get much angbao this year. goin back malaysia and tht means, i'l havto divide evry amount i get by 2 :'( hais. but nvrmind. at least i'l get some :D i really pity the adults. i mean adults who're alrdy married. we happily take their angbaos whn their heart aches like hell thou they dont show it. haha.. hmm. mayb i shuld consider stayng single all my life so i need not give ppl angbao =X hehheh.evil ME meME. talking abt tht, i think im getting frm bad to worse. even cel say im getting more easily pissed :C i think im gettting more selfish also. but..ohwell. ppl changed. you cant expect me to stay nice whn all (okay, not all. most) of the ppl arnd me are selfish, greedy, mean blahblahblah right? aiYOH. im giving myself excuse again >:( anyway, back to the point, after chinese new year, it's VALENTINE'S DAY! hahhaa.. duno why im looking forward to this occassion. perhaps it's celia bday. hahah.. thinkng of wad to buy for her now. like so many things, yet so LITTLE money. and next, it's CEL bday. hopefully we'll hav as much fun as we did last yr thou things a lil diff now C: next, MUSIC IS IT. cant wait to hear all those bands and vocalist perform. wonder how will it be like. hehheh.. and thn, MARCH HOLIDAY. eh, or is marchholiday come first or music is it? hmmm. nvm. yah. i WAN/NEED/PRAY for a holiday thou its only 7days. haha.. and then.. SFY. ohwell, im not scared of SYF suddenly. im lookng forward to it. mayb cause.. last practice mr glosz praised us? :S haha.. but seems like he demoralised us on tues and bring us up again on sat. i wonder why -ponders- after SYF, it'l be the chinese O LVL. thou i dread the results, i hope to get it over and done with :D then finally, the BRISBANE TRIP. ohman.im so excited about it. hehehehHEhEhh. it's the first time im going overseas wil al the bandmates. so FUN. hohohoho...

yah. tht's basically all im looking forward to for the next 5months. and right now, im looking forward to P.E tmr. hahha. weird huh. yilin lookng forward to P.E . hahha..

alryte. gtg do homework! byebye.

-Lin-

Monday, January 24, 2005

in order to prevent further loss of photos due this forever-spoilt computer. ive create a gallery nd upload al my photos thr (: but sadly, all im left with are the photos taken on the CO concert night nd some othrs which i haven upload yet :( so pathetic right. haha.. anyway, its

www.preciousdelusion.mypicgallery.com

wait, bfore you click on it, read this :
dont click on it if ure going/intention is to criticise whatever/whoever that's in the photos.



Thursday, January 20, 2005

emptiness
is
filling
me
up
once
again
i changed my mind abt sch being okay. School been boring. yes, i begin to love studying. but study, recess, study, lunch, homewrk time/band? hah..its still boring. nothing's fun happening. esp whn thr's so much conflicts all arnd. slience overtook the laughters on that table. when will evrything be alright once again? hate it when all these are happening. it aint fun hearing diff things frm both sides and keepng it to myself.
-i walkd passed the path we once walkd. memories filled up my mind. the laughters we once shared is fading away. the chemistry we once had was gone. i tried to find back the feelng tht made my heart pound so hard. but its no longer there. esp whn u love me no more-
its scary. i dnt knw whad i want anymore.

Sunday, January 16, 2005

its been like forever since i last blogged. but no, its not my fault too yeah? im freaking pissed with my forever-spoilt-no-matter-how-many-times-i-reformat-it com. even now, my explorer is like not working except for sometimes. ugh. like cannot surf so alot of websites. sigh. if only my parent is willing to buy me a new com -prays-

holiday's over. now, we're back to normal school days life again. it feels good. but at the same time, it feels kinda scary too. first, im a sec4 now and the big O's is approaching. and the worst thing is, i havent even make up my mind whether or not to drop to combi sci and drop amaths. hais. time is passing too fast. evry moment that passes, jst feels like a gust of wind sweeping pass my face. kinda regret not studying hard enough in sec3. ohwell.. second, im gonna leave Temasek Secondary soon. wonder how life will be like after graduation. Jc or poly? i havent made up my mind yet. Sigh. i guess this year will be a good year. since last year ended with a tragedy, this year should begin and end with a good start to compensate for it yeah? okay, i know it doesnt make sense. but hopefully this year will be a good year. 2004 is a great yet bad year for me. still, its one of my most enjoyable year. happy memories left unforgotten and unpleasant moments left bitter sweet trails.

School been pretty busy this two weeks and it's jst the first two weeks. i bet things gonna get more hectic latr in the year. im beinging to like the homeroom system more nd more except for the heavy bag part. at least it allows us to move around (: didnt make any new year resolutions this year cause i dont believe in it anymore. every past new year resolutions that ive made, ive nvr done it. so now, i jst make me promise myself that i'l devote all my time to studies and band this year. nothing else. ohyeah, talking about band, im so excited over the trip to Brisbane thou i duno if my parents will allow me to go if they know it clashes with the Science camp. they want me to go for the Science camp. hais.. i hope they'l let me go Brisbane with the band. I love Australia. esp Brisbane. with all the Movie world, Sea world and the last one i forgot the name. all these three places are damn fun. been there 4 or 5 times bfore. but im still not bored of thr and i really wanto go again this year. hais..

anyway, went town with wendy yvonne bao and fangying after band today. and i suddenly realised tht i hsnt been going to town for weeks. went taka to walk around bfore headng for dinner in Bk thn fareast. walk for a lil while more thn accompanied bao nd von to have their dinner. hahas.. playd games taught by bao while waitng for dn. damn lame can. haha.. but fun lah :D

-YawwnnZzzZz- alryte.think i better get to sleep. am getting really very sleepy. *yawns-

goodnight.

itsweirdlookingatyouagain.
memoriesrushbackmymind.
withthosesweetlilthingsiveonceheardfrmu..
asenseofexcitementisfillingupmyhrt.
mkngitbeatsofasticuldhardlybreath.
but
itshuldntbelikethis.
ivepromisedmyselfnttothinkofuagn`

-Lin-

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

hehheh.. am bloggng in te airport right nw. -yawnss. so tired. didnt realli get to slp today. stupid daddy made te whole family come airport so early whn the flight is at 755am >:(

newayy.. im so excitd! hahahs.. went for the qyo concert in VCH ytd night. nd as expectd, they sounded real nice. REAL nice okayy. hahah..

ohno.. i onli hv less thn one min left on this com. bettr get to the point. nd thts is...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN ! wahaha.. yah, its her bday today. bettr go wish her! muhahahahaha...

alryte. gtg .. BYE all. tkcare yeahss?

i'l see u al bck in sg on the 23rd :D heh heh..

-Lin-

Sunday, December 12, 2004

im bored. and ive got nth to do.. so yeah, hre's some ques for me to ans. lol. kinda lameeeeeee.

1.I can't live without ____ my brain cells

2. If only I could________ change evrything in the world to my like-ness

3. I don't want to be________ al the bad things u can think of.

4. I want to see________ tht ive 1million zillion billion dollars in my bank acct.

5. I want to be____ me. just me.

6. I want to eat______ hmm.. let me think. i wanto eat hotdogs. ohno..i suddenly hv a cravng for hotdogs now. anyone? buy me? lol.

7. I miss _________ offstage. certain memories nd things.

9. I want to get________ cant think of any right now.

10. I'm planning to have________ plans? oh.i didnt plan to hv anythng yet.

11. I want to change my________ myself.

12. I want to quit________ school, but sadly, i cant =(

13. I love _________ ohh.. er, i love alot of things. wan me name all? prob not. i'l prolly used up the whole space of my blog post. yah. but in short terms, i love lovely things and beautiful human beings (=

14. I hate _________ all evil in the world

15. I'm proud to be________ a twemasekian. a human being. Yi Lin. girl. singaporean and.. perhaps temasekian? hmmm...

16. I'm NOT regretting________ ohyes, i do regret. tryng to ans al these ques. tsk*

17. Tomorrow I'm going to_________ buy books! hehh.like finally.

18. I'm excited about ________ leavng sg on the 15th. heheheh :D

19. I'm happy because__________ im going overseas in like three days?! nd ive been waitng for tht day for my lifetime. okay, its a bit over. hahaha. ive been waitng for a year i mean. lol.

20. I'm sad because_________ whn did i evr said tht im sad?

21. I'm into ______ band. music. literature. psychology. photos. err.. alot =x lol.

22. I'm thinking of _____ how issit like in china? issit like the last time whn i went thr or chngd alrdy? hmmm.. -ponders.

23. I'm going to ______ post this whole post.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

i SO cant stand the me now.

i think ive been selfish lately. very selfish perhaps.. i wasnt like this in the past yeah? am i? i used to loathe selfish and self-centred ppl alot. really alot. okay, not used to. i still hates them. and i cant believe tht im actually becoming like them. ughh` perhaps it's the enviroment tht changed me to become a selfish person. true, no? ohno. im findng excuses again. someone pls tell me no. but we cant deny tht everyone's selfish. take a look at the people around you, how many of them actually put others infront of themselves at all time? none right? everybody want the best and nothing bad for them. if there is anyperson who dont, i really wish to get to know him/her. how wonderful it'll be if u know such an angel yeah? but i dnt think it wil ever happen. ohwell.. i wonder how will it be like ten years later when there's only ugly people living in the world. yucks.

and i wonder, why cant everybody be optimistic?
why cant everyone just learn how to let go?
why cant everyone just be forgiving?

okay. i cant say that im totally forgiving. cause thou i forgive, i wont forget. but i sure think postitively. i mean why think of all the bad things when u onli can live for such a short period of time? wont it be better if u let go of all the unhappy things and just live life as it is for evry min and every second? i know it's hard for some people, but if they are willing to try, they will feel happier. no? there's no point dwelling on something tht is already in the past. no matter how much u dwell on it, things will not be the same anymore. and by the time u realised that uve been sucha fool to cry over spilt milk, uve alrdy wastd those precious time of ures. and time never turn back. it's better to learnt from it than crying over it. whad's done cannot be undone. and thou thr's only a thin line btween love and hate, i see no reason for hating someone for something the person hv done. if he/she did something that hurt u real bad, whad's the use of hating him/her? hating cause misery. and whad for put ureself in misery when u have another way out. to forgive and let go. that's the only way to be happier right? it's not worth it to be sad over someone who doesnt care. it's hard. damn hard i know. but heartbreaks goes faster than u expectd it to.no? and time doesnt helps one to get rid of the pain, it only helps one to get used to the pain. ohwell.. i think i sound a lil contradictng. bettr not talk abt it any more. and im not referng to any particular person if ure wonderng. just my opinion.

anyway, went to sas for the qyo workshop today. woah, i love that horn guy's tone. so damn nice. it's brassy. yet mellow. and it's amazing to see how they can eat snacks just before playing the intrument. i wonder how will it be like whn they wash their horns. sure damn disgustng =x lol. cant wait to go for their concert on the 14th. but im not sure i can not. cause maybe im leaving on tht day. sigh. i really hope im not =x

yawwwnns. alrightt. think i bettr go get some slp. gettng really tired. haha..
bye everyone.

-Lin-

Sunday, November 28, 2004

alright. change of template.

i love this template. do you? hahah.. okay i know you dont.. but nvm.
hahaha.. tmr's the 28th of nov. amazing huh? how fast time passes. and before we knw, offstage comes next. after the sentosa performance, i kinda dread offstage. i really dont want it to be a flop. but who knows. maybe we'll get all nervous on that day and evryone will start to play differently.. maybe we'll get all screwed up cause there aint full house in VCH and couldnt play properly because of tht.. maybe some of our instrument will suddenly go haywire and thr'l b no instrument for us to use.. maybe some of us will get real sick on that day and could not make it for the performance.. maybe, maybe and maybe. thr is just so many maybes. ohwell.. mayb it's the post-concert syndrome ONLY. hahaha.. yep. i guess tht is it. everything will be right on that day, and all of my 'maybes' will only be fictional. heheh :D ohyah, didnt go for band today cause im still down with flu and cough after SO many days. and whn i woke up in the morning, i kept sneezing and sneezing and coughng and coughng tht my grandma send me back to bed. lol. arugh. cant believe tht i can be sick for so long. thn marcus told me tht today's practice kinda impt? cause Mr Glosz went through Lengends and Heros very strictly with the Brass. i love that song. so damn nice. hahahahs.. heard tht the alumni band is playing 'selections for chicago'. wonder how it sounds like.

anyway, how's all your hols? been slogging ure guts out for money? or shopping like no one care? enjoying ureself like thr's no tmr? or stayng and rottng at home cause u cant find anything else to do? haha.. mine's great. like kinda busy this hols. going for band, shopping for furnitures and stuffs for my new room, shopping for clothes tht can kp me warm in shanghai, hangng arnd with my friends, and celebratng friend's bday. hahah.. ohyeah, did i mention how we celebrate pn's bday? i didnt right? hahahs. lucky her. we ate in the big sushi room in changi airport that day. bought her a smoky-eye make up set and lip gloss with some friends. then alex like buy her so many stuffs... namely, the addias jacket, roses, apple strudel and.. okay. not alot. but the amount of money spent was HUGE okay. haha.. then cel n cus bought her this sliver clutch. veh nice also. and and.. still got whad? i cant rmb. haha.. but thn, great day larh that day. i eat the sushi till i scared. like order so many thou we didnt managed to spend $200. so have to pay extra twenty bucks for the room. and yah, sad tht bao cant come with us tht day. like never see her since the hols le. wonder how shes doing. haha..

ohyeah, ch jst left for Korea tonight. err.. i mean ytd night. hahas.. askd her help me get the seaweed thr. hopefully she rmbs. i just cant get enough of Korea seaweeds aftr last year visit there.

and.. im leaving for shanghai on the fourteen or fifteen of dec! haha.. cant wait for tht day to come. im so excited. i miss flying. hahaha... but i scared i'l freeze to death thr. mum didnt wanto buy winter jacket for me. cause she say thr sell cheaper and i cant find the one i used last year. then now i havto wear some ugly one i think :( hahaha... hmm. wil be back by 23rd? ohman. tht means im only left with 3days to study for my reexam?! sigh. im still wonderng if i should drop any subject. Mr Yong 's right. whad's the use of taking eight subject? but i love all the drop-able subject. the only sub i dont really like is ... nvm. i cant think of. mayb physic. but i used to score a1 for tht. USED to. ha ha. think i'l see how it goes. maybe i'l just back out one day before the reexam for physic. but if i drop purephysic, i'l stil have to tk sub yeah? ugh. thn mst as wel dont drop. but.. im scared tht i cnt managed 8sub for O's next year. im not tht hardworking. okay, im not hardworking at all. infact, im damn lazy. used to studyng last min for exams alrdy. sigh. wonder if i can change tht bad habit of mine. ughhh..

eh? i like blog alot today. no? haha.. now wondering whn wendy will blog again. maybe one month latr? or worse, one year. hahahs.. ppl, help me ask wendy blog can? she's like... hard to ask her blog. lol.

btw, i love the incredibles! haha.. those who havent watch yet must go watch kay? it's so darn cute. i love jackjack. violet too. dash's cute also. aiyarr.. evryone who's in the incredible family. and.. the iceman or smth? culdnt rmb. haha.. Taxi is nice too. funny movie. now im looking forward to 'Without a paddle'. open on 2nd dec yeah? it's kinda like the last time movie 'Cast away' i love tht movie also. both about survival in a deserted island? haha.alright, Without a paddle is not in a deserted island and thr's three friends while Cast away is only one guy =x haha.. but ohwell.. it's stil kinda the same. haha.. talking about Cast away, i miss ' the bone collector'. long ago movie. rmb i watched it with my prisch mate in my prisch tcher's future house.

ohyeah, i saw my pri sch friends two days ago. or was it three days? haha.. cnt wait to meet up with them soon. heh.. eh, im like dragging the topic further and further. uhno. no idea why ive so many to blog about today. perhaps cause it's late?
alright, i think i better end here.

takecare ppl (:



-Lin-

Saturday, November 27, 2004

i wonder how long can we keep this going.

cant u even sense anything wrong?
no?

or maybe it's just me.

-lin-

Monday, November 22, 2004

10 of your closest friends
(not in order)
1) chiouhuey
2) celine
3) june
4) peini
5) bao
6) vicki
7) wendy
8) celia
9) yimei
10)yvonne


9 things you really want right now
1) 7610 or baochuan's phone. i duno whad's the model. heh
2) new pants
3) pumps
4) slipper
5) winter jackets (no idea why)
6) new shirts
7) the paul frank's pencil case i saw this aftrnoon. or was it eveing?
8) MONEY
9) and more MONEY


8 of your fave movies
1) honey
2) coyote ugly
3) 10things i hate about you
4) troy
5) the butterfly effect
6) a walk to remember
7) the incredibles
8) taxi


7 things in your room
1) my horn mouthpiece
2) radio
3) cds
4) books
5) my handphone
6) clothes
7) accessories


6 of the impt things (currently) in your bag/purse right now
1) money
2) my ezlink card
3) my atm card
4) the offstage tickets
5) is library cards considered as impt?
6) tht's like evrythng alrdy.


5 of your fave food
1) beef
2) chicken
3) fish
4) seafood
5) is chocolate considered as a food?


4 things you ate/drink today
1) water
2) green tea
3) cup corn
4) wanton mee


3 things you couldnt live without
1) my handphone
2) friends
3) family


2 things you usually read
1)books
2)magazines


1 person u cnt live without with
1)loved one


-lin-

Thursday, November 11, 2004

here comes the unwanted!! hahaha... its been forever since i last blogged. lol. reason why i dun blog is coz i hav no idea wad to write.. but wad to do? ms/mrs/mdm TAN YILIN fored me to blog.. so wad should i talk abt? hmm... OBS camp? kk.. it was sooooo fun but tough.. its at pula ubin and theres the gaylang med sec., new town(eew), pei cai sec, other funny school and us! a 5-days tortouring camp.. we slept in tents every night and hav to carry a heavier-than-us bag all ard! ya.. 2 grps from tms-my grp, DA GAMA (name of an explorer if im not wrong...) and another, RAFFLES. quite dumb actually. haha. first day nth much.. was juz intro-ing and some packin of stuffs. and spent our night in the forest.. so creepy. ok... lets go to the 2nd day. was one of the most fun days of the camp.. woke up 6.30 in the mornin.. unpitch our tents and spent our morning climbing rocks! in another words:rock climbing. lol. it was so so so fun! i made it to the top!...on the easy one. hahaha.. but still wasnt tat easy to climb up k? =P ya.. lunch was 3 pieces of oreo and after all these, we went KAYAKING! grab our life jakets and went down to the jetty. load our heavy bags into the intructor's speed boat and went to chose our own kayaks.. after learning the basics, we set off.. it was really fun kayaking at first but not after quite some time.. muscles all start to ache.. we finally reach our destination - a deserted somewhere. we pull our kayak up the shore and felt aot of things on my legs.. SAND FLIES!! my god.. there were sooooo many of them.. all of us started to shake our legs when arvind said tat sand flys bite are worst den mosqitoes. haha. our grp leader lead us up to our campsite..-woah.. how wonderful..- the sky is getting darker so we divided our work amg ourselves.. and me, help to cook. dinner was maggie mee and everyone gave their own packet. we anyhow put everything into the pot and wait for it to boil and it seriously taste not bad. hahaha. ok.. for cleaning up, sorry, there is NO toilet there!! big business? dig ur own hole. small business? aiyah.. easy la.. chose either the land or sea. and so for those girls who wanna bathe, pls proceed to the sea! some girls had no choice so they really went down and bathe! not me, i used wet wipes -not tat clean though. haha. den they hav this briefing for tml and they say.....WE ARE GONNA KAYAK THE WHOLE DAY! like 8-9 hours only la.. not much. T-T wth. we are gonna kayak ard the pula ubin island and go to obs camp1(where we were on the first dae was camp2). tats the sea expedition for u. and after the kayaking..theres JUNGLE TREKKING! nothing wonderful, juz 4km to our lovely camp1! nxt, instrutors also said tat someone has to look after the kayaks on shore if not someone might row away.. like.......WTH?! who on earth...would come to this deserted somewhere to take the long, old and ugly yellow kayaks away?! .__." so 4 pple from each grp hav to stay up and look at the kayaks for 2hours.. im suppose to go but too tired.. so another fren went instead. so off i went at 12+ into my COMFY tent wif my malay girlfrens. inside the tent, it was so hot and urgh.. juz cant
-fell asleep-
`wendy the idiot